Right away, Rainn interrupts her, saying, “Let me just pause you right there. What is it about you…and I’m trying to really understand this. ‘I’m so activated, I’m so triggered, I’m so angry, I’m so overwhelmed, I’m about to just lose my shit, I’m gonna have a psychotic break. But I gotta log in and hit live stream and put it on the tripod — and make sure my light is on. Now I’m going to have the psychotic break.’ What’s the deal with that, though? What is that impulse? Is it ’cause you’re getting that reward from doing it? The more you have nervous breakdowns online, then the money truck backs up?”